My Thoughts

Recently changing the perspective on what I am doing Helps me into making the decisions, that I actually want to make The days go by fast and I'm unconscious of what time it is I don't care I want to know what do I want to do right now The simplest thing I can change in this world is the perspective On what I'm doing or how I'm feeling I understand why I feel mad, I understand why I feel sad But I also understand why I'm happy, I also understand why I feel joy Every minute I'm more conscious of my self and my body In exchange I get to live more in the moment, and notice how can I make it better Because if I can make it better, other people around me can also feel that feeling I'm bettering my health mentally and physically everyday, I feel more motivated to keep continue in this savage world called life I want to see the vibrant soft flower that I one day will blossom into

Man, I have so much on my mind since my last post Right now, I'm in the best possible condition, physically and mentally I haven't been able to post due to not being able to get into my own account, technology is hard man I run almost every single day, do push ups, meditate, stretch, talk to friends, draw, make music,,, I wish I'm able to write here that I have been doing standup comedy, I really haven't I have been mainly drawing and painting and have been doing a lot of exhibitions But that does not mean that I have given up on standup comedy I actually realized something new that I wasn't able to see before I was rushing, rushing, rushing trying to be funny, trying to be someone who I am not The more I rush the more I'm not funny, the more I rush the more I lose my self Even though I haven't really done standup comedy, I feel like I'm 10 times funnier than before I have a small grasp on what is funny in this world and what is ...