My Thoughts

After living 25 years of my life around the world, a failed golf career, going to two years of acting school, getting called racial slurs, people slanting eyes at me, calling me half with a stinky tone, living each day, getting rejected plenty of times, losing a friend to people hating.   I came to a conclusion that I truly believe in.   99% of the problems in the world can be solved with Love Because Love is always the answer Love your self, and you’ll be happy Love others, and you’ll feel joy Love nature, and you’ll find peace Why hate? Why bring others down? But most importantly, why bring your self down? Hatred is a terrifying blind fold that blocks the soft light, disabling your self to see the beauty in everything It makes you forget where you are at, and what you are about Hark! Means to listen. Listen to your self, and you’ll get new ideas Listen to others, and you’ll learn something new Listen to nature, and you’ll find the right pa

What are my values? What is important to me? Questions I have asked my self, countless times The base of all that is love, that never changes But I would have to update the aesthetic of that every single day It's like painting your house to the way you want it, just because it makes you feel better I realized I'm the type of person that it is hard for me to construct my words and speaking out Words are hard for me because with words, you can never take them back And It's not that I am incapable of speaking my mind It's just, I was afraid of how I would be perceived with every word I speak out And it even gets harder when I have to come up with my mind when I need to right in the moment Recently, I'm doing better How? I tell my self I don't give a damn I don't care what you think of me I don't care how you think of me I don't care what happens after what I said And don't get me wrong, this doesn't mean I don&