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  1. domekiMay 16, 2020 at 9:48 AM

    beautiful

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  2. Mrs.oMay 16, 2020 at 11:00 AM

    Presence**

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  3. Mrs.oMay 16, 2020 at 11:00 AM

    Beautiful

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  4. Kinky KinnikuMay 23, 2020 at 1:53 PM

    You killed Hana- BASTARD

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    1. see the lightMay 28, 2020 at 8:14 PM

      Hana killed herself because of a person exactly like you writing a comment exactly like this. Think about the shit you say to real people online.

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  5. BiduqueenMay 23, 2020 at 2:51 PM

    Kinky Kinniku - how can you possibly make such a statement after such a tragedy has happened? this is in no way his fault. Comments like yours however were the reason, so please take your hate somewhere else

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    1. PatLV23June 19, 2020 at 1:30 PM

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  6. AndromedaMay 27, 2020 at 10:54 PM

    I like it, you are such a talented guy.

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  7. see the lightMay 28, 2020 at 8:17 PM

    Kai I'm so happy you were starting to see the light and I truly feel for you after this tragedy. Please understand that we all have hardships but none of us are alone. There are hundreds of people out here all over the world who want nothing but healing and peace for you, just like we did for Hana. Remember it is okay to be lost right now, but you are not a goner. We believe in your potential.

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  8. ApixMay 29, 2020 at 8:21 AM

    Kai keep your head up!

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  9. ayooluwaJune 4, 2020 at 3:53 AM

    Love from Nigeria, Kai.

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  10. Gordie HoweJune 25, 2020 at 12:32 AM

    This really resonates with me man. Much love to you.

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