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change of perspective

Recently changing the perspective on what I am doing

Helps me into making the decisions, that I actually want to make

The days go by fast and I'm unconscious of what time it is

I don't care

I want to know what do I want to do right now

The simplest thing I can change in this world is the perspective

On what I'm doing or how I'm feeling

I understand why I feel mad, I understand why I feel sad

But

I also understand why I'm happy, I also understand why I feel joy

Every minute I'm more conscious of my self and my body

In exchange I get to live more in the moment, and notice how can I make it better

Because if I can make it better, other people around me can also feel that feeling

I'm bettering my health mentally and physically everyday,

I feel more motivated to keep continue in this savage world called life

I want to see the vibrant soft flower that I one day will blossom into

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  1. Hi Kai , I am Addie from Taiwan. it is good to see your new post here :)
    I have been attracted by your character and brilliance.
    Best vibes for you.

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  2. Changes of perspective, usually are good, so... I’m happy for you ๐Ÿ˜Š

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  3. Thank you for sharing your point of view. These days in quarantine, it feels like multiple days in one and we don't have as many exchanges to distract us anymore. I think a transformation is being invited from each of us - I sense that translated in your words.

    Maybe the best cycle we can move into truly is the state of mind that is more concerned with moment to moment feeling rather than impressive ambitions that leave us feeling, ultimately, pretty inadequate. Wishing u the best on the journey to blossom into your greatest pattern. Appreciating the way you express yourself.

    - paru

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