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Who am I


Who am i?

Sometimes I ask this question especially living here in Tokyo

There are so many people living here, with different reasoning to keep living

I think i also ask this question is because i have changed so much in the past couple of years

i have formed my own thoughts and values that i want to express to this society

but i yet haven't found the right way to express it

or maybe I'm just scared

scared of how people will react to my real thoughts

i think too much of how the other person is feeling

But i understand that if i ignore that to an extent,

I can connect with even more people and make them happy

I want to make more people happy



I feel like that was why i was put on this earth

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  1. You know... I really understand how you feel.... I'm also a person who care too much on how others feeling and sometimes It hurt myself... Well I had learned so many thing from the past experience and my big takeaway is to love myself. Care your own feeling before care other feeling ๐Ÿ˜€ make yourself happy and forward this to others

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