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Am I doing better than yesterday


Am I doing better than yesterday?

I went for a run longer than yesterday, meditated, and stretched more so I think the answer is yes

I also came back to standup comedy in a way I have lost for awhile now

I want to be doing more standup, the other day I wasn't feeling it

Now, there is an urge to stand on the stage with the mic in my hand

Seeing the lights and dimly lit people face

The rush in my body, some people laughing, my buddy's watching

In that sense of my way of thinking towards comedy, I did do better than yesterday

And the biggest reason is because I was able to share about my problem with people

People responded to me in a positive way, believing in me

That melts my heart, that makes me realize I've got it in me

Now it's down to if I do it or not

So thank you everyone for listening to me and also expressing what you feel

It really helps me

And tomorrow, I want to be doing better than today

Set the bar a little higher than today

And keep growing to see the person I aim to be in 3D Reality.
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  1. WalanladaJanuary 9, 2020 at 4:05 AM

    Am I doing better than yesterday this is what I ask to myself almost everyday ...I got this thinking from podcast and what the speaker told me is that u don't have to put all of ur afford to do things perfectly at once... The most important one is do it consistency... So. Just make sure that u do better than yesterday is enough cause it means that u keep doing what you're aim for.

    Not sure if u understand what I wrote or not lol my English is not good sorry for that :)

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