Man, I have so much on my mind since my last post
Right now, I'm in the best possible condition, physically and mentally
I haven't been able to post due to not being able to get into my own account, technology is hard man
I run almost every single day, do push ups, meditate, stretch, talk to friends, draw, make music,,,
I wish I'm able to write here that I have been doing standup comedy, I really haven't
I have been mainly drawing and painting and have been doing a lot of exhibitions
But that does not mean that I have given up on standup comedy
I actually realized something new that I wasn't able to see before
I was rushing, rushing, rushing trying to be funny, trying to be someone who I am not
The more I rush the more I'm not funny, the more I rush the more I lose my self
Even though I haven't really done standup comedy, I feel like I'm 10 times funnier than before
I have a small grasp on what is funny in this world and what is not
I see the difference in my self and I'm more confident with my self
Right now I know who I am and what my values are in life
What my thoughts are and what my vision is
I want to express that more with everyone
I want to make a video, or a podcast, or why not both??
So I decided that I'm going to put my self out there more and create quality content
Please bare with me for a little more on this journey of Kai Kobayashi
It's good to hear from you! I want to send my love and support to you (from Hong Kong). I hope that I can see your video or listen to your podcast soon. Best of luck!
ReplyDeletereally adore and admire u! when a man struggle for a long time to make his dream come true. Even though you used to frustrate, just do and try it more and more. Send my support to you from Taiwan.
ReplyDeleteit's good to hear that you've been doing well and your post really does reflect that you're in a good mental state! being able to realise these about yourself means that you will only improve and get better from here, so i hope that you're able to reach your goal with standup! please do create more content (video or podcast or both!), and know that you will always have people who see greatness in you and will continue to support you as you journey to reach all your dreams and become the best version of you :) much love from a supporter in new zealand ♡
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ReplyDeleteMan you've been having your own world full of fantasy and philosophy, which is unique and charming.
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Really like your painting and words, looking forward to it.๐ซ๐ซ
All the best, from Taiwan.
Keep writing too it’s an essential part of being an artist and reflecting. I’m proud of you. I empathize being an artist and recently quitting teaching as a career because it made me very depressed.
ReplyDeleteKeep us updated on you latest and greatest endeavors, dude.
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Takes time for one to find something that resonates deeply with your essence (it could be one hobby, or many). Some find it when theyre 3, some when theyre 30. There’s no need to prove how established you are - at the end of the day, it is your life and yours alone. I love your art, i think your paintings and dance is very powerful, very raw. You have immense potential, please continue to make art!! <3 sending love from hong kong
ReplyDeleteGood to know you are doing well. You don’t have to work hard to be funny. You are funny when you are happy.
ReplyDeleteThere's not much I think I can say except for I know what it's like to charge full ahead into things especially your aspirations. There's a difference between giving something up completely and putting something on hold. Mental health is just as important as physical in my opinion I'd raise mental health higher since it will determine a lot of your actions, therefore I'm glad that you've managed to get in the right head space as well as take your time to grow and learn new things about yourself and life itself. I hope you're able to continue to do the things you love and I hope you are able to grow a lot more.
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I'm so happy for you! Glad you're doing better Kai :) . Many people are supporting you and cheering for you!! ๐ so please never give up. There are really tough times in life where things seems to be so against us, things are not going the way we want, etc. But the important thing is, after we cry , we stand up again and try. We have to work hard to achieve what we want. A crazy journey but worth it.
ReplyDeleteSo excited to see a vlog or podcast from you!
You're a kind person, you deserve to be happy and it makes me so happy to see you thrive like this :) Ganbatte! Let's keep learning and discover what life has to offer us
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